Post by Ina on Nov 22, 2009 1:19:57 GMT -5
I feel like possibly the biggest damn loser to have ever existed.
Now time for a little backtracking. You see, there's this guy that I've liked since last year and have become very good friends with, but there's a problem. I'm attracted to him. He's intelligent, friendly, gentle. I trust him, but I want him as more than a friend. I finally managed to ask him and turns out that he's interested in someone else. So now have I probably screwed up one of my closest friendships, I've always been rejected and feel awkward and shitty. I don't know what to do, but I want to cry.
He had a crush on my last year, too, and now I feel it I hadn't of waited so fucking long and been so goddamn nervous, I'd have asked him out and it's all very annoying and frustrating. Worse still, is that know that he knows I like him, knowing him, he'll be a bit more guarded with anything he says or does around me. I don't know if I should just tell him that he should just forget about it or if I should wait and see how things pan out.
Confused and hurting,
-INA
Now time for a little backtracking. You see, there's this guy that I've liked since last year and have become very good friends with, but there's a problem. I'm attracted to him. He's intelligent, friendly, gentle. I trust him, but I want him as more than a friend. I finally managed to ask him and turns out that he's interested in someone else. So now have I probably screwed up one of my closest friendships, I've always been rejected and feel awkward and shitty. I don't know what to do, but I want to cry.
He had a crush on my last year, too, and now I feel it I hadn't of waited so fucking long and been so goddamn nervous, I'd have asked him out and it's all very annoying and frustrating. Worse still, is that know that he knows I like him, knowing him, he'll be a bit more guarded with anything he says or does around me. I don't know if I should just tell him that he should just forget about it or if I should wait and see how things pan out.
Confused and hurting,
-INA
I know how you feel. *hugs*