UGH SQUEEJI YOU TERRIBLE.

[Squeeji]

Yes, this might belong in the the leaving section. But it won't because I'm ranting here...dammit.

I've been with KO for a long long time. Longer than most everyone here, except for Kahvie herself. I love this place. I love the characters, I love the story and I love the RP.

So what happened?

Well first, I got the mod position and I was hella-happy. I loved to help and i was proud of what I was doing. But then I felt like I got sort of pushed aside by the other mods because well, damn. They had their own stories they were doing, and I wasn't invited.

Then, I got sick. Really sick. You can IM me for the details but I was only online for things like reminding people I was alive. And by the time I got better, well damn...I kept thinking how I felt pushed out.

So I joined some other games and had a good time.

Tonight was the FIRST TIME anyone even cared enough to ask if i was coming back. MONTHS after I disappeared. And I guess I felt bad for leaving KO as long as I did, as I DO love it, and I love the people here.

But I feel terrible, for getting mad at the other mods, and for just being gone so long.... Should I stay or should I go?

[nightblood]

If you ask anyone hear, they're going to say they want you back. The important thing is wether or not you want to come back. You're not the only one who's been having trouble keeping interest in this place. Many have been coming back and poking around, then disappearing again after saying they were coming back for good. I myself have contemplated leaving simply because everyone, including other mods AND best friends, were no-shows. It's especially hard when the admin herself can't be around to make decisions, so the board kind of looks like it's been abandoned... Okay, I'm ranting. X

All I'm saying is, we can definitely use you back in the ranks, but you have to decide wether or not you want to return.

[Akree]

Ahh, Squeej, I personally would adore having you back n Dx I would have talked sooner but I didn't have your AIM, anyways, like Taggr said, it's up to you really. Either way that's all I have to add before I start ranting Dx

[nightblood]

Someone has a bit more control over their ranting bug than I do. LOL

[Blackfeathr]

Squeeji I can definitely understand where you're coming from. Something similar is happening to me in another site (TEF) where everyone is having a great time with each other and I'm the outcast. I honestly don't mean to come back, RP a llittle then dissapear into nowhereland... its just that I'm an admin on Wolfhome now and I have A TON of commissions to do and... okay I'm just ranting/making excuses so Imma shut up now. I could NEVER leave this place. Anyway, I really like you Squeeji, and I would like to RP with your characters more ^^

[Shantik]

Hmm... well, like the others, I'm gonna try and keep my post simple and tiny and avoid ranting or any such thing. ^^

You are an extremely respectable person, Squeej. :3 I really respect you as a mod, especially, since you seem capable of pulling things together and stepping up to the plate when it comes to getting something done, at least from what I've observed from seeing you on here all the time I've been here. I think we'll definetely need you when it comes to getting this site back on it's paws again. You're a wonderful person and I'm glad you're at least giving us a chance to try and drag you back to us. xD

...wow, and I still made mine long. xD

[Electus]

Darling you gotta let me know
Should I stay or should I go?
If you say that you are mine
Ill be here til the end of time
So you got to let know
Should I stay or should I go?

Always tease tease tease
Siempre - coqetiando y enganyando
Youre happy when Im on my knees
Me arrodilla y estas feliz
One day is fine, next is black
Un dias bien el otro negro
So if you want me off your back
Al rededar en tu espalda
Well come on and let me know
Me tienes que desir
Should I stay or should I go?
Me debo ir o que darme

Should I stay or should I go now?
Should I stay or should I go now?
If I go there will be trouble
An if I stay it will be double
So come on and let me know

This indecisions bugging me
Esta undecision me molesta
If you dont want me, set me free
Si no me quieres, librame
Exactly whom Im supposed to be
Diga me que tengo ser
Dont you know which clothes even fit me?
saves que robas me querda?
Come on and let me know
Me tienes que desir
Should I cool it or should I blow?
me debo ir o quedarme?

Should I stay or should I go now?
yo me frio o lo sophlo?
If I go there will be trouble
Si me voi - va ver peligro
And if I stay it will be double
Si me quedo es doble
So you gotta let me know
Me tienes que decir
Should I stay or should I go?
yo me frio o lo sophlo?

Should totally stay.